Being Hua Hee

the days without you..

2008-08-03T11:58:00.004+08:00

I never realize, time really flies.
I feel like it just happened yesterday, but, it happened 300++ days ago..
I cant imagine how i step over this 300 days...7200 hours without u...

anyway, within this period, i dy realize something that i dun willing to admit before.
i really hope that u will be diff, and find some1 suit u, dun hurt her....wish she will be ur last one.

i will keep distance with you, maybe this is d only way to heal myself, to release myself from the pain....it really pain, out of my expectation.

sorry for the promise, i overlook myself..i cant make it, i cant keep it.....

i wish for d day tat i wont miss u anymore to come , even i dun willing to 4get, but i really hard to breath in such days, hours, seconds of missing u.

i have to wake up. i swear, no matter how, i try to hate u...tats d only way to persuade myself to 4get u...

* wish me happy birthday, the 1st birthday without u after 5 yrs.

毕业

2008-05-07T06:45:00.003+08:00

熬了1年的foundation 4 年的degree课程；

5年，说长不长，说短不短。

5年里的点点滴滴，酸甜苦辣，才造就今天的我。

如今，顺利毕业了；毕业典礼近在眼前，

我开心，但心里又好像有股酸酸苦苦的味道，

说不上来那是什么。。。

4个月前，一完成课程就投入工作，然后，发现自己的梦想。

下个星期，我将飞去另一个陌生的地方，寻找我的梦想。。。

我不知，那是否是一条崎岖的路，

但我会尽我所能，并用笑容面对一切。

愿我，一路顺风。

2008-04-23T07:01:00.001+08:00

1. http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/62729?tid=3
2. http://www.crunchyroll.com/drama/?tab=index

别了.....

2008-04-20T07:30:00.004+08:00

好久好久，我没来这儿了。。。。
心中有无数的话要说，但恨它非笔墨所能表达；
千言万语，欲言无语。。。

我选择离开，到底是为了什么？
我有不计其数的好理由。。。
但到底，心里深处的那一个理由，才是所有事情的罪魁祸首吗？

？问号？那并不应该是个问号。。那是陈述句。

我在一本书中，看到了这么一句话：

不要问天长地久还是曾经拥有

有时，曾经拥有的东西，你没了它后，它并不会成为曾经；
它的影响力，是天长地久的。

若时间能回头，我愿我的曾经变成我的天长地久；
但，时间不能回头，所以，我的曾经还是曾经。　

若时间能静止，我愿用我的十年换那一刻的永恒；
但，时间不能静止，我有多个十年，　但没有一刻是永恒的。

若我有得选择，我会等待；
但，我有得选择吗？
我有，所以我会等待，但我不强求，

我心深处，我留了一个角落；
它的名字叫等待。
它或得不到圆满，但会是缺角的美。　

离开，
或是因为，
我想为它们画下圆满的句话。

　

my valentine

2008-02-22T19:14:00.001+08:00

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

“出海记”

2007-12-30T06:09:00.001+08:00

12 月19 日傍晚- 10 月20日傍晚，我人生中第一次出海，免费的。。哈哈。
我是多么的幸运，可我竟不知道？！！
我脚下踩的是全马第2艘建造的99米运货船也，晕~~
人家问我晕船吗？。。。。。
当然啦，你以为我铁打的吗？哈。。。不过没吐，不然丢脸丢到南中国海去了。因为，世界上有个东西叫晕船药，我可是按时吃哦。。可是还是有小晕。。我想那个药还是要改良（明明就是自己不济）。。
说起来，小戴还真不错，把老婆也给带上船了，和我同房。。。不然，我就那个唯一的女子了。。。
在美里5年了。。还是应该说，在我人生中，这是我第一次看到海边的日出，而且是在海上也。感觉挺不赖的~

新生活

2007-12-08T07:22:00.000+08:00

很快，我就要进入另一个生活，不知那是怎样的一个的环境。
不过，学以致用？哈哈。。。好像不是很对哦。。。
不过这个新的工作应该不错。。。好像有很多好东西要学。。嘻嘻。。
加油咯~~

Another starting point

2007-12-01T15:27:00.000+08:00

Right at this moment, i don't know how to describe my feel exactly.
i was done my study, just few days ago; and now seeking for job.
I'm happy, but sometime, i feel like there are something on my heart.
I don't what's that. It just a bit heavy for me.

I keep on persuiting myself to just focus on my future.
My life now isn't bad, just quite good.
Just, i feel like i was lost something, that i know i will never get it back.

Well, I hope my dream will become reality. I don't willing to stay at here for longer. Maybe another place more suit me...

I'm not sure about this, just give myself some time to prove it.
Maybe, there is a day, i just realize, nothing different by just leaving here...

wish me good luck .

Bored!!

2007-11-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

very bored, super bored~
i wan a job, i need a job...if not i will die coz life is too bored
i need new life, i need my another new life...
ar....
sien..
bored..

虽你我都有24小时，但往往，时间就是对不上

2007-11-08T08:06:00.000+08:00

发现了有好多人都对身边的一些事物感到失望，伤心；
觉得身边的人对不起自己；
觉得被辜负了；
觉得。。。太委屈。。。

其实，若不要太执著，
那么，
心就宽敝了。

有时想想，其实不是别人对我们坏；
只是，有时就那么刚好，我们的时间对不上。
那么，原本对我们的好意，
就因为这天不时，地不利的情况下，
把一切都搞砸了。

我们不能怪人，
说为何你不能将，那样；为何不能配合你的时间。。。
我们又何尝，有多少次作出如次的牺牲。。。
想想。。。
我们的记忆里，是不是觉得我们多伟大，牺牲多少。。。
几何，
我们会记得，每一次，我们所对不起人家的事呢？
若有，那也很少吧。。。

所以，
多说一些：‘谢谢’‘对不起’吧！
感谢人家对我们做的一切，虽然，那或许只是芝麻绿豆的小事。
多说对不起吧，或许在我们不自觉的情况下，已造就别人的不方便。

倘若，有人真的不知好歹，
一脚就胡里胡涂得踏上你的脚或痛处；
算了吧，不知者无罪；无心冒犯者也无罪呀。
度量大一些，退一步，海阔天空。

若，他人如此不知好歹，
踩你的频率已媲美他喝水的次数，
那么，
对不起，我们默默离开他吧，前提是，我们没损失些什么。
气归气，发发唠叨，就算了吧。
何必为他的过错，而让你自己的人生不好过呢。
他或许没那么烂，只你们不适合做朋友。
缺的，只是缘分。

若，
它已造成你极大的麻烦，
哈哈，
叫律师吧。

跌倒爬起后，伤口复原了。那个痛，忘得了吗？

2007-11-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

最近，我在想，我是不是埋怨太多了呢？

对朋友，我希望把欢乐带给大家。

所以我不断说那些令人捧肚大笑的 ‘废话’。

因为我明白，我们不能一直期望别人的给予，而是我们主动的给予。

因为，这样我们才会快乐。

我以为，我天生是一个开心的人，一个easy going 的人。

但，我错了。

因为我一直是快乐的，所以我快乐。

当我真的受伤了，

又有多少人能包容我。。。欢乐不再。。幽默不再。。。

我只是需要时间。

人是在跌倒中长大；谢谢‘你’让我长大。

人是在彷徨中才能发觉自己的潜能；谢谢你，让我知道我能力不只如此。

我不能期盼你们的谅解。

因为，跌倒的是我，只有我知道，那有多痛。

再一次，深深体会到--

‘哑巴吃黄连，有苦自己知’

但，那些跌过的，他们明白。

谢谢你们！！

你们的谅解，开解，我无限感激！

我知道，一切终将过去。

若干年后，不知我又如何看待这一切？

是惋惜，还是一笑轻描而过？

我们的人生

2007-11-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

几乎所有的人，都是在还没有准备好的情况下，就开始我们的人生了。
很奇妙吧？

吞感冒药前多少会先看一下服药需知、搭火车前多少会先看一眼时刻表的我们，会这么莽撞地就开始"活"了。

我们哭了，才知道这就是伤心；

我们跌倒，才知道这就是痛；

我们爱了，才知道这就是爱。

会因为这样，就需要一本"导游手册"吗？

我看是不必了，

因为人生之所以值得活，

就是因为人生是无法解说的。

如果有人坚持要为你解说人生，

坚持他握有唯一的"正确答案"，

你听听就好，

不要太当真，

你也知道，

他们自己的日子不一定过得很好，

他们必须以"指导员"的身份活，

才活得比较有把握。

你的人生就是你的，

你感觉到风时，风才在吹；

你把宇宙放在你的心里，宇宙才存在。

其他的别人替你决定的、

别人替你相信的、

别人替你承认的，

你也许要背负，

但时候到了，

你也可以放下。

--- 改编自蔡康永的《有一天啊，宝宝〉〉

“日出 ”和“日落”

2007-10-28T09:00:00.000+08:00

今天，有朋友在Friendster的bulletin这么问：你喜欢“日出”还是“日落 ”？
若是平常，我是一笑而过，而不会留下片言字句。

但，这个问题，无疑的，它是深深的触及了我心深处的那道伤。

日落，曾几何时，我对它的爱是无法用言语来传达的。
因为身边有个人，在日落的那一刻，我们可以手牵着手，
漫步在那夕阳所洒下的幸福橙色里。。一直到天黑。。。

如今，我对日落的感觉是逃之夭夭。
我害怕的那即将来临的黑夜，我害怕那份孤独。
就算有朋友陪在我身边，这感觉也无法消失。。。
即使是现在，我只要一想起那个景色，我的心竟毫无预警的在颤抖。。。
还有痛--那个痛，叫做心痛。

现在，我才知道，这世上真的‘心痛’的存在。
那种痛，会痛得让你说不出话来，只能抚着心膛，慢慢的呼吸。
人说，心病还需心药医；解铃还须系铃人。。。
或许，时间是我唯一需要的东西。。。

日出。。。
我很少看到。
但我慢慢的爱上了它。

我爱它的朝气，生气勃勃的感觉。
那让我觉得，人生有希望。

我的人生应该是朝阳的；而不是日落后的那抹黑。
现在的我，虽然痛苦，煎熬；
但过了这关，全新的我必将诞生！

我不要留恋过去，我要展望未来！！！

Wish You All The Best!!!

2007-08-17T10:08:00.000+08:00

Just after this, we can sit down and talk for several hours.....
im happy tat, u are still the one i noe b4...
nomatter wats will or had happen, remember tat i will give u my fully support!!

now, my heart really really calm down, peaceful as i fly in the sky, smell the sunshine at beach, relaxing myself in hug of deep sea....

my love still thr, but it is different, just like....
i will do anything to make u happy..of ocz at the same time, i wont do anything tat hurt myself...
and sharing everything together...

hey..
u must remember tat...
u say, thr is not my thing or ur thing...
everything belong of US...

haha...well...erm....just wondering one thing...
ur future girl fren might suffer of me~~
:P
well, if there is the day, she must learn to accept tis, if not, she is not qualified to love u..

:)
Wish u all the best!! and achieve ur dream in future....

u are my lovely one forever....my love is unmeasureable........
haha, but dun worry lar, tis love is not tat love...
haha...

I Will Hold the Promise tight!!

2007-08-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

holding the hand, the warmth still same as before;
look beside, the person still the same;
just..
the feel
really become different.

no sadness, no unhappiness...
it just
satisfication!

i satisfy with current situation.
i can stand up! out of my expectation.

The PROMISE, i hold it tight!
no1 can take away from me, no1 can affect me deal to this!

ever once, a selfish thinking flash through my mind...
nomatter wat decision u had make, can i just stay beside u forever, and u canot belong to others forever...
tats selfish...
but..
plz allow me to be selfish, jsut for a short moment....
with this, i assume im the most xin fu gal in the world.

But, i will awake soon, dun worry. I just let myself to step over all of this easily.
and, i want the previous happy hua hee to come back!
laugh, talk bullshit, smile face like a stupid....
i will bring myself bek....
u guys just wait and see...
i promise i will and can do so..

well, satisfy with everything i have now...

'LIVE LFIE WITH COLOURFUL' - - thx fren!!

i oledi dissappear for 2 days...tats enuf
i can control the severe bleeding in my heart....
and wait for it getting healed...

dun worry frens,
and thx for u guys....
nice to having u all!!!!!!!!!!

PROMISE!!

2007-08-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

My DearDear Danny;

This is our promise,

WE ARE SPECIAL AND CLOSEST FREN FOREVER!!!!!!!!!

No matter what will happen in the future,
Wherever we stay at in future,
No matter how long the distance,
Remember to keep contact!!!Nomatter ow, we will try to meet with each other!!

Even there might be some misunderstood, quarrel between us in d future,
Remember this: Each of US must find back each other.....

THIS IS OUR PROMISE...WE MUST KEEP IT FOREVER!!!

15th August 2007

2007-08-15T08:22:00.000+08:00

this is second day...

In fact, we really just a close fren.
i accepted it dy...i calm down dy....i adjsuted my feel dy....i assume tat my bf was death....
.....

i fell happy tat he really treat me as good fren, and we still can spend time together...i can smile, i can laugh..

but..in the late of night., n in the early morning like tis....
i suddenly feel tat, im collapse...
im not able to support myself...just like i lost my soul and heart...
when i tot i wont cry anymore, coz i can laugh, i can smile....
but, suddenly, i just feel the tears drop across my face, and i cant stop them...
just like, i cant stop my soul getting away from me....

i must stand up, i must be strong,
because, there are couple of ppl outside thr having high expectation on me...
my family, my frens, our dearest lecturer...
few days ago, i feel very happy that i had obtain a big chance which will help me to achieve my dream...getting near to my target...
This is the power to push me forward to do the best...

but now....im weak...
i noe, no1 willing to see this to be happen..
but, no1 can control it, even myself....

what should i do....i feel tired, i feel i wana run away from everything....

can i just give up??

i go anywhere...anywhere full of our memories....i dun willing to clean all of these. from my memory...
he say, when i face on tis situation, jsut think of the happiness tat we had b4, dun think on now.
ya..i try too.....there are everywhere, everywhen......

wat is love? It owes let ppl getting hurts....but y, human are tat stupid to jump themselve into it? tis is life???

sigh....

my deardear, thx a lot to let me call u this. thx for still willing lend me ur hug....
thx for everything...
without tis, i duno wat im going to become....

my feel, even thr is thousand of words, but no1 can used to define it well...

if u ask me to 4get him, i dun willing to do so...
if u ask me to throw everything, i wont do so...
if u ask me to hate him, impossible i will do so...
if u ask me to forget abt everything, i duno which part tat i should 4get...
if u ask me to find him bek as bf, i wont do so....
if u ask me to find new1, i wont do so....

becoz
i love him very much, i love him wif my soul...
everything he gave, tats full of care and love...
tats impossible for me to hate him; he care me, he love me...and me too...
everything tat we spend together, the memories, is my only properties now...
i wont think to find him as my bf, coz i wan him to be happy..
after all of this, i lost my heart n soul, i cant love others anymore....

i cant even think, if one day, i meet him wif his new gf....
i should feel happy or sad....
maybe is happy...
i will blessing them...

My other stage of life

2007-08-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

11th March 2004;
I accepted him as my boyfren, and we love each other very much. Even thr were thousands of quarrel, but we never give up to solve the prob. However, when we grow mature day by day....now, we reach to the junction.

We are mature enuf but we still young. We have our own dream, which is different....we need different things, and we cant tolerance wif this anymore.

13th August 2007;
the worse day in my life. After having a long long talk, we decide to terminate our relation!
This is a happy ending. I noe tat he had do so MUCH thing to me, and i really appreciate them so much. Even he wana broke up wif me, he choose the way that can minimize my hurt and sad.
He still care me, love me.But between life and love, he choose life. He is a special guy, i never regret at all that i had choose him as my first love. I cant hate him, i love him. i feel sorry to him, that i ever hurt him so much.

After crying thousand litre of tears...i calm down.
I noe this is the best ending.

this is the time for me to treat him as he does. i will give him wat he wan.
y not, i love him. i wan him to be happy. i wan both of us to be happy.

one day, when we getting enuf experience of life, if there is fate, we will continue our relation.
but, now, i just treat him as my best best closest family as he does now.

i feel happy when we can have a nice meet, talk, no more quarrel. At tat moment, i feel sad, i feel tat i dun willing to end all of this. But now, i wont feel so. i will appreciate all of this. i will appreaciate him, treat as nice as possible. I will never regret that i had choose him, and appreciate tat we ever been a couple.

Maybe we meet at wrong time. Now, let us experience our life, and share life in term of fren together. life will be different, but it is better.

we will keep the nick name , Dear and DearDear. He will be my DearDear forever ever and ever. he is the important person in my life. Now, i convert all my love toward him as frenship's love or family's love....

rushing rushing and rushing...

2007-07-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

After staying at campus for whole day with just concentrated on one thing, now i feel so tired.
why my mind cant separate into two part and work with different timing...

day shift and night shift..haha

anyway...even the goal look so far away from me, i must work hard...

I might not achieve my goal at the end, but at least i try to close as much as i can.

Tats really tough and heavy burden for me....just me...

wat to do...

ok...

enuf for tat, is time to smile and laugh...

HAHAHAHAHHHAAHHA

Heavy Load

2007-07-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

shit !!
i need some1 help..(but thanks for bullshit + nonsense help)..
very tough ar....all of this need to done by MYSELF!!!
no1 can help, no1 'able' to help, no1 got heart to help....
very sien...
very stress x 10000000000000000000000000000
my head is oveeeerload liao...
sigh..
regret tat i didnt study well last time
and im not tat 'hao min' to get a 'gui ren'....
everything gonna think by myself..
hey...
i just a normal person k...
dun think tat i can handle everything for u guys....
be responsible a bit lar...
sien sien sien..
stress stress stress...
...
...
..
...
add oil to me..
the road..need to be continue..
i cant stop at here
gambateh!!!

AI FANG is back!!

2007-07-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

yeahooo~~~
ai fang is back, ai fang is back~~
she can acc me to campus to do project lor~~
she owes push me, chase me to study, to do assignments...
she willing to help me...not only me, but all of her frens...
wihout her..i think i still laying thr watching series, sleeping..do nonsense...
thx ya gal....now i found the happiness of study even it is tired.

好闷啊！！

2007-07-02T09:43:00.000+08:00

闷死人了！！闷死人了！！闷死人了啦！！
这是什么日子啊？！
每天都要想那个死鬼东西，无聊死了！！

嗨哟。。如果人生没目标，你还是叫我去死算了吧！！

不过呢，还好现在的情况还不至于那么糟。。。
因为我还有东西好期待呢。。。哈！

Hydro Hydro Hydro....

2007-06-30T15:16:00.000+08:00

Oh no~~~everday hydro hydro hydro......i omost sinked...

Anyway...hope that i can complete everything on time.

Recently, i do the research at the same time enjoying the series...

Heheheee... i almost finish two series

Relaxing and ready to boosted up!!

2007-06-29T14:22:00.000+08:00

After several days deleting and reformating my mind, now it is time for me to start up my engine and rushing toward my target!!

Wish me good luck and all the best! :)

And, AI FANG!!!!!come back faster!!!! haha

and my dearest.... ... ... waiting for you here..:P

Recently, i dun like long hair without any reason, so cut my hair..
cut and cut and cut!!! cut twice dy..:P

1 day trip to brunei

2007-05-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

Recently, i always having 1 day trip to here and there wif frens.
Fun, enjoy but the result of those trips is: i have super duper many homework left behind. Haha..
Actually there is nothing fun in Brunei.
Our target is: Foods n Snaks
Shushi~~~~ (Excapade)
La Mee~~~(La Mee)
Choco Choco (everywhere)
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Nowonder im so fat!!

haha

anyway, i enjoy my life!

One day Trip to Bintulu

2007-05-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

1-5-07

We had a trip to Btu -- my hometown. i bring them to my hs's garden -- fruits garden. We taste on papaya, pumkin, coconuts...haha.....

actually, btu is a bored place....but with them, every place can full of happiness....

(to be cont.....)

除了玩，还是玩。。。

2007-04-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

Another saturday coming again...

I can just remember that i had play too much for this whole week:

eating (KFC, Pong's, Pizza...forgot the else), shoping, movies....

haha, sound enjoy rite...

what to do, release stress and i just finish one midterm n assginment.

But, i just spend 2 to 3 days to study for the midterm lar....(of coz i study well, hehe)

haiz...

im thinking tat, why i owes wana be the one who arranging the task.

Why dun i sit there and wait for others to do tat for me....and wat i need to do is just waiting for their order...

the only one reason: i forced to do so....even i dun like, even they didnt say so..i forced!

aar~~~~~lazy ar

but..nvm ....treat it as a test..so tat i can grow stronger...hehehe

wish me all the best!!

开心的一天

2007-04-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

今天，发生了许多好事。。。
哈哈！！！
就连不可能的事都能发生。。奇迹。。奇迹。。哈哈
我想。。。。
我开始走运了吧。。。
嘻嘻！！！

Study!!

2007-04-16T08:49:00.000+08:00

This is the time for me to start up my engine!!

This is the time to become more concerntrate!!

study study study!!!!!

假如，有那么一天。。。

2007-04-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

头好疼。。还是子想些开心的事吧！！
那。。。。

假如那一天提早降临。。。

我变得瘦了。。。
苗条得更胜于曾经。。。

那。。。
我会是如何的呢？？

哈哈！！！

想想我的口水都流下来了。。。
那会是魔鬼身材吗？？

----最好是。。不然啊。。。

就比如。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。

这样？

想太多。。。。

啊~~~~~~~
不管了。。。我立志要苗条苗条苗条！！

头疼欲裂

2007-04-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

我的头好疼好疼。。。。
痛死了！！！

如果现在我可以在瀑布中享受那冷冷的山水，
又或者。。。
去野外踏青，那也不错。。。
总之，我现在不想看到那一栋栋洋灰的东西。。。
我要大自然的景色！！！！！

痛死了！！！！！

茫茫前方

2007-04-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

我在想，
当初那个大胆的我，
勇敢尝试新事物的我都跑哪儿去了？？

为什么，现在我那么的犹豫不决呢？
我到底懂不懂我要的是什么。。。
还是，
我在做着鸵鸟呢？
我不愿意去面对已改变的事。。。
还是，
改变的那个人是我？

唉~~
真烦~~~
为什么我还没毕业呢，
至少，我顾虑的东西没那么多。

不管了。。。
我不要理了。。。
或许命中注定，
从来就一直相信路是人走出来的我，
从来就一直相信命运是掌握在自己手中的我，
这一次，我是否该向它投降呢？

那。。。
‘你’能不能给我一个明显的提示呢？？
不要让我苦苦挣扎。。。
我已快虚脱。。。。

谢谢你

2007-04-12T04:15:00.000+08:00

刚才，一个许久没联络的朋友给我寄来了一个问好的信息。。。
messaging 当中，他说，很高兴的知道我还是那么会笑。。。
他没特别的说些什么。。。不过他的关心，我是知道的。
谢谢你，朋友。。。

有时，我真的怀疑我自己是否有自闭症。。。。
还是。。。这只是典型的新时代病态。
在与朋友面对面时，我很难表达我自己。
有许多事情，我宁愿凡在心里。
我想，在朋友面前，我无法哭泣，我只想坚强。
然而，再线上，我能为所欲为，尽情表达我自己。
这对我，是一件好事。
如不是这样，我想，我真的会疯掉。
因为，我的心里容不下那么多的烦恼。

人长大了，烦恼是不是也会增加？
难怪，我总觉得我老了（不是长大哦），
因为烦恼会令人变老。。哈！！

但是，我还是很喜欢笑啦！！
希望笑多几下，烦恼就会烟消云散。。。

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

当爱已成习惯

2007-04-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

当爱已成习惯，是一种好事吗？
那种爱没了激情，有的只是生活琐事。
可是，爱情，真的没法永远激情；
倘若要保持它，只有在激情消失前把情人给换了！

可是，我的真心只有一颗。
当我决定要将它付出时，就注定我无法将它收回。
希望。。。我在这场大赌注中会是个赢家。

其实，激情，只不过是爱情路上的一个调剂品罢了，
少了它，爱情固然变得清淡些，但却健康啊！

真爱，是细水长流；
看似平静沉闷，
其实，只要你乐在其中，
一路上的风景何尝不是一种享受。

所以，当你在不断埋怨
以及无所不用的想尽法子
只为了挽回那点点的激情；
其实，你已在不断的错失许多美好的时光。
何不
既来之，则安之。
自得其乐。。。
当爱已成习惯，
你也能享受习惯所带来的乐趣。

但，在爱已成习惯之前。。。
你要确保-------

他是你的真爱吗？
他是你要的那杯茶吗？

LOVE的含义

2007-04-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

L 代表 LISTEN (聆听)
O 代表 OBSERVANT (用心)
V 代表 VALIANT (勇敢)
E 代表 EXCUSE （宽容)

守得云开见月明

2007-04-03T02:22:00.000+08:00

终于，一切的误会都已过去。
庆幸于当初的坚持与不放弃。
谢谢你们陪我度过那段不开心的日子。
谢谢你们的关心，我才能有今天。
谢谢！！！

"柳暗花明又一村；
守得云开见月明；
坎坷路后是条康庄大道. "

经过此事，
我更清楚的知道我要的是什么，需要的是什么；
也更明白我心里装的是什么。。。

什么是
除却乌山不是云？
如今，我已深深体会。

大懒虫

2007-04-02T01:42:00.000+08:00

好累呀！可是功课还没做完呢！
我已经很努力了，可是还是不能完成。。。
能不能随便做啊？哈哈

最好每天都是星期六。。。（发梦都没那么早！！）
唉~~~还是乖乖的去做功课吧，不要想太多了。。。

改良的语录

2007-04-01T17:49:00.000+08:00

1. 一朵鲜花插在牛粪上
这句话已不是拿来贬人的话了。它绝对是能感动女人的话，而且好笑又有意思哦~~
：鲜花，当然是指你爱的女人啦。
牛粪，对不起，那是指你---男人!但，是指牛粪的养分。
总而言，你（男人）会给她最好的，不会让她挨饿，疼她，把她养得白白胖胖的。
把自己说成牛粪，低调的同时，又绝对提高自己的身份，而且又可以凸显的自己的幽默感。
哈哈！！对吗？？

2.星星vs小偷
- 男：你的父母一定是小偷
女：为何？（紧张）
男：因为他们偷偷地从天上摘了两颗星星放到你的眼里。。。

to be continue...

一个开始

2007-04-01T15:49:00.000+08:00

这将是属于我个人的空间。。。
它将会记录着我生活的点点滴滴。
虽然，人生短短数十年，但脑袋的记忆却无法容下所有发生的事--
就好像有限的记忆体一样，需要洗掉一些，方能容下新的。
而这儿，就好像external hardisk 一样。。哈哈哈！！